how'd you know!

it's so much fun, see!

and a bit funny too

to safely hide you

not in my heart,

but in every word,

i have ever written.

i hope you know

I hope you know,

that killing us two

has killed me too. 

letting love in.

and, then, my sword,

hackneyed, time-worn

i kept somewhere

in hiding.

pulling his chest,
in soft, diffused light,
an inch closer to mine;

i conspired to cage 
his unchained soul,

his poetic, drugged mind.
only to kiss his voice,

sugary sweet, sublime.

then, walked slowly,
a few hundred miles,
in unknown terrains,
beneath endless skies, 
secretly humming,

a few musical lies,

he carelessly, 

wrote about me.

change

it seems,
of late,

tempestuous winds

of fate, 

unknowingly
changed their course.

before dusk

let me quickly

let you know

of all things,

I never said,

but wrote

for you. 

seeing is believing!

believe your eyes,

to know,

who you are,

look in my eyes,

and see,

what you can be. 

a magic trick

with hollow promises,

i filled up my heart,

and magically,

it feels heavy. 

some day.

years from now,

we will meet again,

and reflect back on

what went wrong. 

nemesis

hopelessly in love 

with a dream, 

a far-fetched dream; 

recreating 

with child-like faith

my own destruction.